Sunday, August 08, 2004
...AfTeR tHe RaiN...
Val's right. Waiting for the results to come to you is the hardest part of the entire UPCAT frenzy.
I'm wondering how it would actually feel if I didn't pass and almost all the other Top Ten studes did. Ouch! I guess that would be like hitting my head on our giant sturdy ref. lol. It would definitely pierce my heart to death. *gulp*
Then again, why am I becoming a negative thinker again? Is it because I oftentimes get what I want when I think negatively? And that there is a secret fountain of hope deep inside me?
Anyway, I finally got to make up for the few hours of sleep I sacrificed in preparation for the UPCAT. I napped for three hours this afternoon. It felt soooo good, dude!
Btw, my niece in the States did a test shoot for the August cover of American Baby. I wish her all the best. Hah! I guess the modeling thing runs in the blood huh?! lol. I hope I can have my own cover too someday. Too bad this blog isn't named Cover Gurl anymore. lol.
Well, I have another entrance exam coming up this September. It's for the Ateneo. My dad graduated there. I hope I can get in. ADMU's my only hope if ever I don't get into UP. So please pray for me.
Btw, Raph joined TeenTalk already. I can't believe he did. And he's actually enjoying it. Advantage, I have a guy friend who'll defend me if ever some teentalker disses me or something. Disadvantage, he'll be reading some posts about my bitter lovelife. lol.
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