Tuesday, August 03, 2004
...mAjOr BrAiN OvErLoAd...
I finally got my test permit for the UPCAT. *gasp* I'll be taking it on Saturday. I wanted so badly to get the Sunday sked, but I guess that was His plan for me. Nevermind if August 8 would have had two eights which, in Chinese, were indeed lucky. I'm content anyway with the fact that I won't be in the 6:30 AM batch. I'll be taking the test at 12:30 with Yani, Alvin, Krish, Helena, and Angel.
So yeah, I'm excited...errr...not really...nervous actually. UP is really my dream school. I'm only taking UST, UP, and ADMU entrance exams. If I don't pass any of them, my parents won't pay for my college education.
I know, I'm overreacting. It's just that I'm really worried about the test. I really want to pass. I know I haven't been doing my best in reviewing that's why I'm trying to catch up. It'll hurt my fragile little ego if all of my other batchmates pass the UPCAT and I don't. My choice of courses wouldn't matter to what the people would think of me. They wouldn't consider the fact that I chose Diliman and Manila campuses and all my options were quota courses. Poor me. Imagine all the frustrated sighs of those who have expected a lot from me.
I am really pressured. People keep telling me I can make it coz I'm number one in our batch. But I tell you, it's not that easy. It pressures me even more because I don't want to be left out by my batchmates who'll pass. Dang quota courses. Do I need to regret my choices? I mean, it is sooo hard to get in! And I'm not even sure if I'll love medicine 'til the end! *sigh*
Anyway, I'll need your prayers--LOTS OF THEM.
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