Friday, August 06, 2004
...pRe-UpCaT sYnDrOmE...
I feel such sorrow today. Nothing's going right, really. I'm very nervous about the UPCAT. My brain isn't absorbing anything anymore. I thought relaxing would help, but only a few minutes after I fell asleep, one of our helpers knocked loudly on my bedroom door. Dang, they delivered my new bed. And I never got some sleep after that.
Gabriel's partymates are practicing here for their Grand Rally next week. I have no idea where to stay since I need a really quiet place to study. The slightest noise irritates me. My room's the nearest to the Great Room, and that's where all the noise will be coming from.
Also, I've been reprimanded for the nth time today. *sigh* Can't they just reprimand me after the UPCAT? They can rant about my lifestyle all they want once the UPCAT's done. But as of now, all I need is encouragement. I can't believe my mom and I even argued about a watch! lol. I insisted on bringing a digital watch since it would be better but she wanted me to wear my old school Kenneth Cole watch. My dad got mad at me for sticking a whole manila paper of physics formulas on the wall facing my bed because the tape would gather dirt. *sigh*
Also, I just found out that the Correct Minus Wrong factor of the UPCAT was reduced to 1/4, from the former 1/5. Darn. That means I have to work extra hard, huh? And I can't even review because of my nervousness! I don't know if I should feel intimidated or challenged. Though I feel both, I'm more of intimidated, and I feel like I've lost my fighting spirit.
It's going to be a long journey tomorrow. Tomorrow will either make or break my future. You can help me big time by praying for me. Please do that. I will someday return the favor. ;)
*gulp*
UPCAT, here I come!
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