Saturday, January 29, 2005
...sMiTtEn??
Valentines Day is 16 days away and I dread its coming. It would be a day of flowers, mushiness, gifts, and whatsoever. In short, it's a couple thing.
On February 14, 2005, I will not receive flowers or even a sweet little note. It will be the gloomiest Valentines Day in my entire high school life. I've received bouquets for my first three Valentines Days in high school.
You know what the problem with me is? I'm in love with the thought of being in love. Hell, my parents keep telling me that I'm too young to think of such things, still I'm too stubborn to listen to them. Peer pressure? TRUE. Dwelling too much on romantic movies? TRUE. Wanting to be able to relate to love songs? TRUE. Why do music and love always have to go together anyway?
Why do we even hafta fall in love? Can't we just feel complete by ourselves? Do we always hafta use the line "You complete me..." for someone else?
Well I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow...
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow...
The answer I guess is YES from a 16-year-old's point of view. (Oh crap, I'm turning 17 this year!)
And I guess this means I'll remain smitten with being smitten for the rest of my teenage life. (Find me a life, please. I can't do it on my own. LOL.)
