Friday, February 25, 2005
...rAnDoM tHoUgHtS...
Okay, nothing special has been going on today but I've been doing a lot of nonsense thinking. :P
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It's been quite a while since I actually thought about modeling. Yes, it does take years to get projects even for some people who live in the Metro. How about for someone not from there, 10 years? Haha. Anyway. I just want it to be April already so I can go to Manila and make my agency know I'm still alive.
BTW, I'm also thinking of joining the Candy Teen Model contest. Will I? Will I? I dunno what to put in the essay though.
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Seafood may not be so good after all especially if you're fussy about your looks. Not that I am, but I never knew I'd bloat so much. I'm having an acne breakout too. Yipes. That's the price I have to pay for overeating in Mindanao. LOL.
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Single life is the best. Right, Raph? If I could just stay like this forever, it would be fine. I hope I don't get too selfish though. Then again, I'd rather be selfish than a martyr! LOL.
I mean, who wouldn't want to be single? I've got no one to stop me from wearing minis, no one take control over my life, no one to get jealous over boy buds. Okay, except for my parents. Anyway, I'm in control of my own life. I am my own person, not just someone's other/better half.
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Just when I thought I had the male population all figured out, I'm again in a terrible state of confusion. Gemini is definitely a guy sign. All guys have split personalities. It's either they're too fast or too slow. They can get really insensitive but when they're in a state of temporary amnesia, they can be a tad too sweet. They can be so jealous over other guys yet they themselves have a hard time resisting the urge to get another girl's number. They can get so overprotective yet sometimes they just don't seem to care. *sigh*
WEIRD.
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I wonder why people don't seem to see me as a smart girl at face value. They only say "Matalino ka pala, 'no?" after a long conversation. LOL. I don't know if it's still something to laugh about, though. Although it's a good cover-up. I might need it sometime. ;)
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I need to grow taller. I haven't checked yet if I grew even just a single centimeter, but I badly need it by April. *bites nails*
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There's this Japanese song I've heard on the radio two weeks ago. I dunno if it's Utada Hikaru but I hafta get it. No idea how. LOL. It's stuck in my head. Ack. Can't get it out. *bangs head on nearby wall*
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My brothers are having a Farting Showdown right now. I have no choice but to love them for who they are otherwise I'd have to leave the computer.
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End of rambling session.
