Sunday, May 08, 2005
...mOm'S dAy bLuEs...
I greeted a lot of moms thru SMS today. And I'm glad a lot of them appreciated my greetings.
Anyway, my Mother's Day went well. I don't know about how my mom found it. She bought me my needs, and believe it or not, just my needs. Well, I was actually the one who declined when she offered me to buy something nice that I don't really need. She actually didn't get anything for herself and it made me quite guilty. And take note, I did not give her a gift.
Bad daughter.
Oh, and I mean that seriously. I've been thinking too much about myself lately. I forget my goodbye, welcome, and good night obligatory kisses for my mom. I roll my eyes too often when she nags me. I know that somehow, I'm upsetting her already.
After I was born, she gained all those pounds and her belly became Jelly Haven. When I was a one or two, she caught my chickenpox. When I was 12, she got her head hit on the ref door because of me. When I was 16, she freaked out and got worried sick because I shut off my phone while I was away somewhere.
And look what she does for me. SHE FRIGGIN PAYS FOR MY SHOPPING.
I love my mom. I know how everyone does theirs. But I mean every friggin word.
She may be too nosy and strict more than often... but hey, she still rocks. Her love is totally UNCONDITIONAL. She loves me even if I'm far from ideal. (Being valedictorian isn't enough at all. I've been an evil daughter, I mean it.) She always tends to my needs. She's always one step behind even if she's always busy at work. She would fight for me even if it's partly my fault too.
That's MY mom.
And that's the woman I want to be like when I grow up. ;)
