Sunday, January 15, 2006
Recharging.
I love my mom. She goes here from Dagupan and back just to meet with possible coordinators for my debut. Oh, and my dad visited me (along with my mom) for the very first time. :P
I hate not being able to spend the weekend in Dagupan. I miss my siblings and our dogs. I wish I could give Girlie a congratulatory hug for rising up the ranks (from #6 to #3! That kid's so grade-conscious at such a young age!) Suddenly the tides are turning, she's doing great in school and I'm, well, still mediocre. :P But I really am proud of her. I wish I would have the same attitude towards school and grades, but no, it has never been like that ever since.
Anyway, back to the debut preparations, I just love the plans! I just hope they turn out the way we want them to on the day itself. One reason why I chose to have a debut party instead of a trip somewhere or even a car is that I want to be reunited with the all the people really close to me, even for just one night. You know, it'll also serve as a tribute to them, who've guided and influenced me while I was growing up... They do deserve recognition and all.
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I've been doing a lot of thinking lately and I've come up with the best gift I would like to receive on my birthday: I want to inspire more people to believe more in their dreams, to adhere to their principles, to work for world peace (~Let there be peace on earth, and let it begin with meeee...~), to simply be themselves, to work for equal rights and equal treatment among all genders, to share blessings with the less-fortunate, to uplift the value of human labor (Riiight!), to stand up for themselves, to be more optimistic about life, to honor their families, to try something out of character just for kicks, to excel more, and to bring cheer to those who badly need it.
I so want to be a better person before I turn 18, I really do. Quite pressuring, yeah, but this change isn't just for me. It will affect those I love, and even those who aren't close to me or who don't know me at all.
The more positive charges on earth, the lesser the negative ones will be. Once neutralized, I want to be the excess positive charge to make the whole world positively charged. (Yebah. Go Chem 16!)
I am hopeful that we'll all charge positively someday. I'm positive. :P
